All I want is to be happy: Dear god...
“Oh dear god!” Jessamine exlaimed as she stomped up to her room after hearing about the Vampire-Werewolf alliance. Something inside of her told her that there was going to be a fight, but Jessamine didn’t want to fight. She just wanted things to be normal like they used to be.
Jessamine though…
“Miss. Lovelace?” Sophie asked softly. She saw the blonde turn quickly to glance at her. Sophie felt herself smile, it wasn’t often she snuck up on the Shadowhunters. “I heard you yell and was just make sure everything was alright.”
She watched Jessamine quickly smooth her skirts and the small bit of panic that remained in her eyes quickly turned to the spark of superiority Sophie had become so accustomed to. “I didn’t want to startle you but Mrs. Branwell sent me up to clean up your room and take any dresses you would like cleaned. I think she wants to try and claim a level of normalcy.”“Sophie! I-I didn’t see you there…” Jessamine says flustered. You idiot! You shouldn’t let your guard down like that! “Y-you shouldn’t sneak up on people like that its not lady like. Don’t stand there so stunned! My room is in tatters.”
“Yes Miss. Lovelace.” Sophie murmurred walking into the Shadowhunters room and glancing at the room with a few things scattered here and there.The one thing Sophie noticed most was still in the same perfect order it had always been was the doll house Jessamine treasured so much.
She remebered having made the mistake once of trying to dust it. Jessamine hadn’t trusted Sophie to clean her room for a month.
Sophie began to place things in their proper places, hang up loose dresses, busy her hands, looking at the new scars that she had gotten from the recent attack. Thomas had taken most of the blows but one of the wolves had gotten around him. Sophie didn’t remember the instructions Thomas had yelled at her in an effort to protect herself but she was alive and owed Thomas her life.
”Miss. Lovelace, I just wanted to say, if it isn’t too bold, that everything will be all right.”
“Of course it will Sophie,” Jessamine stated, “sometimes I think that its not… going to be okay I mean. Shadowhunters think that they are invincible. That nothing can stop them. But everything has to have its end. Whats if its our end today? If you have any regrets, or things that have been left unsaid I suggest getting it over with, before you die. Only if its our end, of course.”
